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S♥NE / ELF / Aff(x)tion / EXOtic
in rehab.
I’ve been a K-pop fan since 2009 and I’ve been interacting with international fans like me for awhile (through forums, here on tumblr, on fanfic sites, etc). And I must say that they look down on us. The Philippines.
There’s this poll on Mnet on where would the next Mcountdown to be held. I don’t know it it is legit or not, but Philippines is leading. Leading way beyond other countries. And on the latest update it is like a Philippines vs Brazil. Then there’s this one comment which garnered so much attention lately. (Many K-pop idols go to this event, btw.)
Seriously? Trash? TRASH? I was totally pissed by this. That is just one person, but that doesn’t mean that she’s the only one. This pained me so much. But it is a sad truth. It pains me to think that other countries look at Philippines as trash.
There’s also one thing, on a fan fiction site.
I became friends with this one international fan, she likes 2ne1 so much, and s/he asked, which 2ne1 member is your favorite? I said, “Dara.” s/he asked why. I told him/her because Dara is a Filipina. And it seemed like it was the first time s/he learned about it. And that was when she told me that Dara is untalented, and s/he never saw the potential of Dara, or why would Dara be a Kpop star in the first place, and whatnot. It is like she had an outburst and there goes her hater feels. Friendship over.
By those two examples, you can see the way the other countries treat us. And this post is not about K-pop, btw.
This is a call for everyone following me. Please use your brains on the upcoming elections. Please vote wisely. Don’t waste your votes like my uncle who isn’t even registered. Please vote those people who would change the global perspective on the Philippines. Please, be a responsible Filipino.
Also, have you guys watched The Bourne Legacy? I was really happy that our beloved country was featured there, and that they didn’t change the Manila ambiance. But when I was watching, there’s a sudden conflict of emotions inside me. During the action part, it was really awesome and all, but part of me wanted to laugh at the scenes. I don’t know why. I find it really funny actually the Manila part.
I guess that Brazilian girl was talking about Manila. We all know Manila, anyway. But still, isn’t Manila our capital? Manila, which represents Philippines? Sad truth we must accept.
Again, be a responsible Filipino. Thanks! Coming from me who’s not even legal to vote on the upcoming elections. ;~;
I don’t know what had just happened. When I woke up, I took a shower. After showering, I surfed the net on the pc. At first everything seems normal until I can’t log in to my kpop fandom blog. Seriously.
I retried my password but it says that it’s incorrect. I tried to log in here and I succeeded. Then I tried back there but it was unsuccessful. Then a clever idea went up to me. Forgot password. And I clicked it and it sent a reset password link to my email.
I went to mail.yahoo.com but hell, I cannot effin log in to my account! Then I clicked the help there and it brought me to my security questions. I was frustrated I got the second question wrong. But I got it on the second try. Unfortunately, there was something going on there saying that my password isn’t strong enough even though it’s too strong for me. So I almost broke down. I don’t know what to do anymore.
But being the clever girl I am, I tried it all on my laptop. My kpop fandom account is really wrong. I really can’t open it. Then my email, too. Fortunately, I managed to change my password on my primary email, then I got the password reset. Now I am able to open both.
I don’t know why did it happen. I don’t know how. It’s really awkward and mysterious. Because just early this morning, I was just tumblrin on my other account. It felt so sad. I was really heartbreaking. But whatever the reason is, I think this is a sign.
Feel ko talaga mag-susummer classes ako. :(
Nakakalungkot pala yung feeling na sobrang transparent ng grades. Nakikita mo lahat ang mga pinanggalingan ng mga grades mo. Nagdurugo ang aking puso. Naguguluhan na ako.
I swear, I am one of the saddest person breathing right now.
Kanina pa paulit-ulit sa utak ko yung Time Machine ng Girls’ Generation. Tapos, may natanggap ako na GM na nagpaalala saken na bukas na nga pala. Bukas na nga pala ‘yung first concert nila dito sa Pinas. Bukas ‘yung una nilang dating dito. Bukas. Bukas. Bukas.
Masakit parin para sa’ken na hindi ako makakarating sa una nilang pagpunta dito. Masakit na hindi ako bumili ng ticket kahit kaya ko. Masakit parin isipin na, hindi ako makakapunta dahil busy ako sa pag-aaral ko. At sobrang masakit isipin na ‘yung iba kong mga kaibigan ay pupunta, at ako, hindi.
Sabi ko pa noon, okay lang. Eh dumating ang sembreak. Nakilala ko ang EXO. Boom! Nagdurugo na ang aking puso. Dalawang paborito kong Kpop groups na magcoconcert dito sa Pilipinas. Hindi ko sila masisilayan.
Masakit. Sobra.
At hindi ko kaya magmove on dito. Dahil masakit talaga.
Pakshet syaaa! Sarap niya itapon sa Tartarus! Sarap niya ipakain kay Cerberus! Sarap niya paparusahan kay Hades! Nakooooo! Nakakainis na talaga siyaaaa!!!!
His teaching skills suck. His teaching strategy is fail. His teaching ability is poor. HE DOESN’T EVEN KNOW HOW TO TEACH!!!!! HE SHOULDN’T BE A TEACHER IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!!!!!!!
HINDI AKO UMATTEND NG PASKUHAN PARA LANG MAKAKUHA NG 12/30!!!!
It’s November, baby!
It’s 12:24 right now and I don’t know what to do. :( I just got into EXO 1st week of sembreak. Then on the 2nd week, I started a new fanfic. Right now… I don’t know if I should continue or not. I know that if I continue this, I would not be able to focus on my studies once the sembreak is over. I planned on finishing my fanfic as soon as possible before the sembreak ends.
Right now? I don’t know if I’m halfway my story. But oh, gods of Olympus! Why do you give me 43 subscribers and those overwhelming comments?! It’s frustrating right now. I don’t know if it is God’s will to give those blessings. Yep, readers are blessings for an aspiring writer. I just don’t know what to do.
Because clearly, I am would not be able to finish my fanfic until he 4th of November… Now, I am having a Writer’s Block. But all those sweet comments and new subscribers. They inspires me to go on. To continue what I started. Did God gave me those blessings to motivate me?
I wish I knew the answer. Yeahhhhh. I miss being a fangirl. Can you actually believe it? Since June until October, I left that fangirl side of me? Before, I didn’t actually believed that I’ll go nuts with EXO. But right now… Everything’s just so different. Especially when there would be a Dream Kpop Fantasy Concert that will happen on January here in the Philippines. SNSD and EXO will be there. SNSD. My top idols. And EXO. And it would hurt if I would not be there. I just can tell. :(
And it also pains me alot. That November 6 is EXO-M’s Kris’s birthday. And I wouldn’t be online to witness all the birthday bash happening on Tumblr. TT^TT
Also, I miss Tumblrin and blogging.
Sometimes I thought. Should I really have gone to college?
Sometimes I question what I had decided. Although I know the answer already.
-ended 12:35 AM
Ako, oo.
At kinikilig talaga ako. :”“”“”>
Mark of Athena. First of all, Annabeth is my favorite character. Next is Percy. Then my two favorite Greek gods are Athena and Poseidon. Percabeth together, is one of the most wonderful things that happened to my life! In The Lost Hero, it’s just so sad that Percy is missing. And in the Son of Neptune, they almost effin meet but Rick cuts the line. And now in Mark of Athena, I expected a lot of skinships and moments and everything from this book. I just can’t. It’s just too heart breaking. I almost cried for Olympus’ sake!
“We’re staying together,” he promised. “You’re not getting away from me. Never again.”
It’s just so effin sweet!
And then there goes the one-way trip. A very hard fall. Rick just broke my heart. </3 Though on the brighter side, they are staying together. But ohhh, I just can’t.
One more thing! I waited all my life for the release of MoA. And now I shall wait another year, which btw is like forever, for the House of Hades. Can’t wait. OMG.
Just finished reading MOA. And OMG. MY FEELS! It just hurts so much! Oh my OTP! Percabeth! Why? Oh why? I just can’t help it. :’( This is the bad thing by being too biased. Oh my my, I’m on the verge of crying. And the fall. Oh, it hurts! I’m expecting too much from the MoA. But oh, oh, I shouldn’t have.
Read More if you’d like to read the heart-breaking part.
